Sunday, November 6, 2016

It is time to wake up. We are in the midst of something really strange. Safety is crumbling away from the platform. We are slipping off of our foundation. Jesus is upon His throne. He is not too far away from coming back. I would sit back and wonder, “What would happen if all of these things like electricity were to go away?” “Where is the guide book for doing scalable living in the times of crisis?” Well, there is a thing that you can subscribe to. It’s called Survive The End Days. This is a comprehensive book that teaches you the new top tactics on scalable living and tactics about surviving the utmost of disasters. You don’t want to be caught dead in the red when disaster strikes. It will teach you adaptable living environments and planting for foods, and how to keep warm during severe season changes. If you want the book, it is here.

Sunday, October 2, 2016

This Should Be Our Prayer

My prayer for today:

Dear Lord,
Could you knock on the door for me,
I want a relationship with you,
I want to leave this place 
I want to walk with you.

I know I am in sin,
I want to get out, but how?
It hurts so bad!

I don’t want my friends, family or others to perish,
It’s on my heart to tell people, come to Jesus.
I want to continue to pray to you in type and on my knees.
Dear God, you can save, you’re the only one.

But I must confess,
I love worldly music too much,
I repent.
I confess not doing music for you and that’s a lack of faith.
I repent.
I confess I want sex,
But you say to wait,
That it’s wrong before marriage,
I repent.

Bring all to you
Not meaning this selfishly,
But if we all shall be saved.
I mean it.

I confess I need money,
But I focus too much on it,
I just continue to fail financially monthly,
I need something new.
I need you to provide me the funds,
Or the way to provide myself funds,
To get out of debt.

Do I need to get out of debt,
Before moving on,
Do you want me to leave family
And then I will get out of debt?

I don’t know what you want me to do,
But I trust that you have my best interests at heart.
Dear God, lead me please.

I want to write music for Jesus!!
I want Jesus!
I want Jesus!
Jesus!

Show up in my life,
Give me happiness,
Give me that peace to deal with things,
When anger and sin abounds.
I beg you, bring me peace!
I trust you.

I’m choosing to change my life,
For you, Jesus!
I want a change from all this stress,
God, change my life,
Come into my heart!

I’m in tears.

Sunday, February 21, 2016

"O Dear Lord" Poems and Prayers To God

“O Dear Lord”

O Dear Lord,
Father come to me!
I’ve been a fornicator,
If you are there,
Dear God,
Please tell me,
It is not too late,
I repent! I repent dear Father,
Tell me how to get clean,
Tell me you’re willing to cleanse me!

You have told me,
Time and time again,
Not to sin the sins I know not to do,
And dear Father, I did them anyway.
I’m sorry! I’m sorry!

Save me,
Don’t let me be hardened,
Help me to know you,
Give me a spiritual revelation,
I must confess,
I am angry at the devil,
For making me fall, O Lord.

I am in this earth,
I want to travel,
And to make your will
Known to them.

Otherwise, I am doomed to Hell,
I know I am wrong,
Dear God, I know I’m a hypocrite,
But I want to change,
Be strong,
While I have a chance.

Lord please bless me and keep me,
Bless my family,
Bless my fiancé and brethren,

To know you!

Death At The Door-- Gospel Message for Today 1

Here is a message and prayer for today:

DEATH AT THE DOOR

Dear God,
We know death is at the door,
Everyday that we are given,
It is precious in the most,
We are in the midst of war,
Flesh issues we shall not live in.

Now, you can have all the riches,
But they will not equal the riches of heaven.

You may get all the money
In the world,
Your skies will not be sunny,
Unless you know the gospel unfurled,
For all to see and all to feel.

Dear Lord,
So many people don’t know,
The gospel is so central,
That eternal life is not soar,
But death shall be at the door.

There is a living heaven,
There is a living hell,
Lord, please show me heaven,
Lord, please show me hell,
So that I can tell others.

Lord, let me publish this as a book,
To continue to renew my mind,
In your word,
Let my heart be glad,
Let my heart not be troubled.

I cannot hold back from you, God,
You are my medicine,
You are my physician,
You are my healing.

Dear Lord,
Help me get out,
If this is not the place for me,
If I have sin to confess,
Help me confess it,
And repent of it,
In Jesus’ name!

Dear Lord,
Allow me to publish these words,
Even if it means the loss of friendships,
The loss of a job,
The loss of a home, 
The loss of everything!
It is worth it in Jesus!

Dear God,
I testify to your love,
Your great strength today,
And your great love,
That you show to everyone,
Regardless whether or not they believe.

Dear Lord,
I have heard the gospel many times,
I fail, however,
We all do to live the life you give us,
Dear Lord,
Please lift us all up,
To worship God,
To have faith in our God,
To go where you want us to go.

Dear God,
I can’t shrink back from you,
I can’t stop this message,
For it is yours, O God.

Help me tell friends,
Family, and others,
All about my testimony 
And your message,
Bring me to you in love, Lord,
To do this work and spread it,
However I can for your glory.
In Jesus’ name. Amen.